i’m ’bout to just recap this year NOW – just to get it out of the way.
i always thought that 2012 was gonna be a great year for me; across the board.
it turns out that it was a tumultuous year – one full of losses…more losses than gains.
personal losses…societal losses…i could go on and on.
when i look back on this year, i don’t have much to say about it.
i feel like i’ve learned a lot about LIFE this year; but it’s shit that i DIDN’T want to learn…shit that is more sad than happy.
if this year is any indicator of 2013, then that’s NO GOOD.
i need some motivation…a beacon of light.
there’s WAY TOO MUCH fake shit everywhere…
being ‘real’ used to be RESPECTED…used to be CHERISHED…used to be REWARDED –
being real will BACKFIRE on you – because your surrounded by FRAUDS.
i’m still trying to figure out what all this shit’s about after it’s said and done – i can’t seem to make ANY fucking sense out of it…the world just keeps turning…REGARDLESS of who you think you are, what you have, where you live, and / or what your goals and dreams are.
i don’t know what the future holds – but i really FUKCING wonder if there’s any such thing as WINNING?
it seems that all of our accomplishments in life are TEMPORARY – then forgotten.
you’re ‘the man’ one minute – the next minute, you’re an afterthought.
i swear – life is like a game of musical chairs – sometimes you’re in a good chair; other times you’re in a bad chair – but after your clock runs out, there’s always gonna be someone else to take your spot – and it’ll seem like you were never even in the game at all – – – except to a few friends and family members – they’ll ‘remember’ you – but NONE of them will carry on you LEGACY – – – what are friends for, right?
fukc this year.
it’s hard to be grateful…it fukcin’ takes EFFORT for me to be grateful – too much BULLSHIT…too much POLITICS…too much shadiness…too many people out there that smile in your face but don’t really have your best interest at heart…too much of ALL THAT SHIT.
can you trust people in 2013?
(that’s a YES or NO question)
CAN YOU TRUST PEOPLE IN 2013?