a LOT has happened since i last posted.
a LOT of racist shit.
so much has happened that it’s not even worth mentioning; because people already know what’s going on out there nationally.
LOCALLY there’s a lot of bullshit happening to.
PERSONALLY i’m going through some shit.
HIP-HOP is STILL going through some shit.
Black people can’t figure out OR agree on OR decide what direction they want to travel in – in UNISON.
and all the while while Black people are getting shot by police, shot by each other, locked away in prison, aborted, and displaced, EVERYBODY ELSE seems to be doing great.
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LEMME TELL YOU ABOUT SEATTLE.
Seattle isn’t fukcing DIVERSE.
Seattle IS “diverse” – – – MINUS BLACK PEOPLE.
the truth of the matter is
that NOBODY really wants Black people around.
they don’t want us in ANY neighborhood
they don’t want us in ANY business establishment
they don’t want us in ANY school or institution – BESIDES jail.
they don’t even want us in HIP-HOP anymore.
we are living in the age where a Black Hip-Hop artist IS the ‘odd man out’
nobody wants to REALLY hear what a Black person has to say – even in his own genre.
everybody wants to hear what the WHITE KID has to say, using a Black man’s microphone.
White kids in Hip-Hop really isn’t Hip-Hop DIVERSIFYING…just like moving Black people OUT of Seattle and moving other minorities IN (in our place) isn’t diversifying.
what you have these days is some sort of RE-ORGANIZING.
where White people STILL remain at the top; and everybody else gets SHUFFLED AROUND.
too many Black people are out here OBLIVIOUS to the SHAKE DOWN / SWITCH UP that is taking place these days.
…they are too worried about COON topics (UP TO AND INCLUDING)
- WHITE JESUS
- FAST MONEY
- WHO IS WEARING WHAT / WHO IS DRIVING WHAT
- SEXUAL ESCAPADES
so a lot of Black people really aren’t even in the race (PUN INTENDED)
we aren’t even on the same page as to WHAT we are fighting for.
all the lines are blurred. there is a lot of confusion.
people are out there acting like class-ism is the new racism; like homophobia is the new racism.
there’s just a lot going on these days…
and as an emcee; WHO EXACTLY IS IT THAT YOU ARE FIGHTING FOR?
WHAT EXACTLY IS IT THAT YOU STAND FOR?
because at the end of the day, all these emcess are REALLY looking to do is BETTER THEIR OWN CIRCUMSTANCE while only BRIEFLY mentioning the ills of society…LOCAL RAPPERS INCLUDED.
their focus is probably like: 85% themselves 15% actually STANDING FOR SOMETHING.
people in the US and even internationally are acting like WHITE RAPPERS are the CHOSEN ONES with a MESSAGE FORM GOD TO ENLIGHTEN HUMANITY.
at least judging by the UNGODLY AMOUNT OF ‘VIEWS’ that they get – that’s what it seems like.
i’m just wondering AT WHAT POINT did White rappers become GOD-LIKE emcees?
at what point did they just captivate the worlds attention; seemingly running CIRCLES around Black rappers?
honestly – – – at NO POINT.
there’s just been a systematic PUSH to get rid of Black people in a certain context – – – a PUSH to marginalize us even further…a PUSH for us to even prefer to date INTER-RACIALLLY instead of within our race; thus ‘watering us down’….a PUSH for us to adopt the homosexual lifestyle…thus slowing down our population count over time.
these days, if you even STAND UP FOR Black people, they call you a RACIST.
if you stand up for NOBODY but YOURSELF; they call you an entrepreneur.
if you stand up for EVERYBODY, they call you a HERO – – – because they know that your focus is DIVIDED and your PLATE IS TOO FULL.
it’s just a strange time to be living…a time where society doesn’t makes sense, and people’s priorities are vanity-based OR unfocused; scattered about many different ‘movements’ prioritizing NONE.
and then we die and then everything we stood for is just forgotten and swept under the rug.
i’m still trying to figure out the point of life and why certain races have seem to have gotten away with injustice and genocide…but as much as i meditate on those questions, i have yet to receive an answer.
until next post…